|Friday, November 4th, 2005|
|Cars and life
Have you missed me? I think I almost out did my last black out for live journaling. So what is new with me? um I am student teaching... almost done it too... just got one month left. Each day dawns and i grumpily roll out of bed and think to myself just think soon you will have your own classroom. it has been going well at least I think it has been. um and what else. no boys. job, well i was promoted kinda i am now the romance expert at borders. in other words i read way to many romance novels. What else... ummm... yea thats about it. I think. yea. parents are going to paris. and my car... well i, as of this afternoon, will no longer have grover... sob... my pos is being sold kinda to my uncle and i am on to my third car... what am I getting? good question i will let you know when i have bought it.. haha. and yea goin x-mas shopping tonight so yay!!! I'm waiting for it to be thanksgiving... someday soon it will be though.... Current Mood: exhausted
|Sunday, August 28th, 2005|
|wow guess its been a while
so summer is almost over and what have i done... worked. that is about it. that is the huge update you have all been looking for. oh and i am student teaching in the fall. and I won't be updating for a while as i need to send my computer out to get it updated. that way i can use my ipod. haha
so i will talk to you all lata... I am going to see if i can't register for classes.
me Current Mood: annoyed
|Wednesday, May 11th, 2005|
|graduating... or am i?
oh yea thats right... i may not be graduating because apparently the damn office people place registrar thats the word i am looking for.. ya they can take it back. I have not accomplished the last needed course in education as EVERYONE INCLUDING THE OFFICE KNOWS. so i can not graduate and get my diploma and then finish my degree as a postbach... which i told them during my audit that i would be doing. SURPRISE! I am getting ok seriously you guys already know the end of that statement so i am not going to finish it. the jerks. ok i am sooo thinking of larger names for them than that but i can't do anything else so there we go. what else is new um nothin much. i just want to scream for a moment. and other than that life is great. i am in talks to get my car back on the road and get a whole bunch of other stuff fixed. FUN FUN FUN... ok so yea thats all for now talk to you all lata. me Current Mood: drained
|Tuesday, May 10th, 2005|
|whats new with me
I'm now a 22 year old girl. and i am about to move back into my parents house... willingly... wow typed out that way it sounds just as pathetic as it is. haha. so i went online to check my email and catch up with people. not to mention check out the new harry potter trailer. so anyway i am checking my email and there is a news letter from suzanne brockmann and there is for the first time a synopsis of her new book breaking point. be still my heart. yes my heart actually skipped a beat and if I had not been sitting down then i would have fallen. the book starts with max thinking that gina is dead. and continues with her being caught in the hands of an indonesian war lord who is trying to capture jones aka grady morant the ex special forces turned smuggler.... What is with suzanne and tormenting her characters and her readers??? oh who am i kidding i love every minute of it... and i believe it is now down to 64 days until her book comes out.. her husband's book also comes out at i think it said the end of this month. it is reading things like that which make me wonder if i will ever make it as a big time writer. ofcourse it would help if i began to write more. i have put aside my writing in order to finish my writing. ok. so enough complainin. I am gonna go think about how i want to proceed with stargazer... and maybe work on finishing the character outlines... Current Mood: contemplative
|Wednesday, April 27th, 2005|
and a choir of angels began to sing in heavenly voices.....
Free at last Free at last thank God Almighty I'm free at last
Ne parles en francais pas sil vous plait!!!!!
I never have to speak in french again. the subjuntive who cares. Future tense i sure don't and well passe compose... you know what can happen to that!!! haha Just kidding. but i am free just took my french final and I have no more french for the rest of my life. Its a beautiful thing... the sun is shining the birds are chirping. I am free from hell. YAY!!!!!
oh and even though i completely went blank during my oral presentation of my poeme I got an 87 on it. I think its cause she felt bad for me. Oh well.I'll take that 87 thank you very much cause lord knows i need it.
Well I will talk to you all lata as I got a bunch of papers left to do before i am free of college.
love ya all
me Current Mood: ecstatic
|Friday, April 22nd, 2005|
|School and stuff.
ok so first off... 2 french classes left. Mon Dieu! I am almost free. YES!!!!! let me just have my moment of shouting for joy... YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
in other news I recieved a reply from my email to the assistant superattendent of schools... and he told me to call him today to schedual a time to meet and to discuss the application process...
go me!!! I am soooo excited. and this weekend I may be able to actually work on a novel. Life is grand.
Ok but i gotta go cause i gotta do a sentence outline for a paper and then I gotta go to class and then go to another class and then call the AS. so I got alot of stuff to do today before work... Go Me!
oh and I got another guy friend to go with to phantom. YAY! I so can not wait to see phantom. its gonna be kickin!!! Current Mood: bouncy
|Thursday, April 21st, 2005|
|Today I met...
Ok... so i haven't actually met anyone today but I have a possibility of a new e friend. so YAY! what else um work. fun. not really. I have alot of work to do but i am almost done!!!! yes. only a week left and then i am going to graduate. so what else. um thats really it. so I guess I will talk to you lata.
oh did i forget to mention... johnny damon wore a blue bracelet. tres cool.
Anyway I will talk to you all lata.
me Current Mood: flirty
|Wednesday, April 20th, 2005|
I am in a bad mood again. and i know i shouldn't be i have no right to be no thats not true i do have a right to be. at the beginning of this semester I said I was going to put my all into my french. I went to the french tutor the whole nine yards. and what has happened. well i have given up and now i feel like my prof is mad at me for butchering her language. what can i do? when i tried my best i failed and now well i have stopped trying. can't please everyone all the time and all that jazz. So what if i screwed up on subjunctive mood... once i leave her class i am never using it again... in other news i get to write my paper tonight on Suzanne Brockmann and Hot Target. WOOT... so at least that will be fun and i will be able to do what I want with that. I am supposed to go to a teacher job fair tomorrow but everything seems to be due tomorrow so i don't think i will be going after all. Oh well.
I will talk to you all lata cause it is ten o'clock and i still haven't eaten a result of over sleeping. fun fun fun.
bbye for now
me Current Mood: crushed
|Tuesday, April 19th, 2005|
|Take Me out to the ball game....
So... yesterday I went to the Johnny Damon book signing and I have four truths to speak to you about him
1. He is incredibly nice. He was very sweet and said thank you for cheering him on.
2. He is 10 x's hotter in person than on camra and that is pretty damn hot considering how good looking he is on film
3. He is HUGE!!! His legs have got to be a mile long. I know this because he was sitting behind a table and he had his feet stretched out and crossed in front of him and the feet were sticking out of the other side of the table. The man is HUGE!!!!
4. He knows the way to a girls heart... and in order to explain this i will tell you what happened.
Arlene, Kim and I went up to the table and there he was mr. hottie, jesus, grizzly adams, whatever name you have for him. I was up first and he signed my book. I should mention at this point that his world series championship ring was on the table for everyone to look at. He picked up the ring looked at me with a smile and said go ahead try it on. WHAT??? yes that is correct I had on a $250,000 (est. guess) ring on my finger. not just any ring. JOHNNY DAMONS RING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ACK!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!! The man sure knows how to make a girl swoon. Arlene then said something about thanks for hittin that slam and he said well thank you for cheering us on and being there for us. then the other girls tried on the ring and then we left... (no we did not take his ring with us. we were well behaved sox fans). They also gave us free tee shirts and baseballs that( the baseballs that is) say memorable moments on it. Hehe... oh and his ring yea it was HUGE i mean my ring finger is a size 8 8 and a half... his ring finger has got to be like a 12.... wooh... anyway oh and he had on his wedding band. the thing had to have at least 10 carats of diamonds on it if not more. so that was my day yesturday today i went to class and a I got needle for my tb test. Oh boy... but yesterdays memories will last with me for a life time. Current Mood: giddy
|Wednesday, April 13th, 2005|
|so what else is new
everything. I am sooo close to being done!!!!
and unfortunatly that is all i have time to write
talk to you all lata.
me Current Mood: crazy
|Monday, April 11th, 2005|
|cruise and stuff
so I just looked at the excursions available on the cruise... there is alot of them. so many options and how do i know that i definatly want to do them i ask you... ok so there are two things i really wanna do swim with dolphins and horseback riding. but the others i don't know. maybe maybe not. but i would stick around and actually write something usefull but i got a TON of work to do.
LETS GO RED SOX LETS GO!!!! Current Mood: hyper
|Friday, April 8th, 2005|
|apparently i can put in an already entitled subject... hehe
just took a french test... yea that was fun. i have a paper to pass in and work tonight. i could get extra points in french by going to play poker but i don't know. i don't think i am in the mood right now to play. I am soooo tired right now and just want this semester to be over and done with already. in other news... I am on page 175 of What Dreams May Come and may I say fabulous. I really am in the mood to watch the movie again. maybe I will sometime this week. if i have the time. so much to do... ack.. seriously I am up to like 26 things on my list of things to do and they are not simple quick things they are like 20 page papers. and typing up lesson plans. I feel like i could sleep a week. augh well this too shall pass.
The Pope is being buried today... I can't cry over it. The man was 85 years old and he was the Pope... to me it seems as though his suffering is through... up there crackin jokes with God. it can't be a bad thing or something to be sad over. Now if he was your godfather or uncle or brother yea i can see the sadness but to me he was never quite mortal to begin with, what with being the Pope and all so I can't help but be glad for him. He had a great life and now he is hangin up with the big G. I'm sorry this is really informal in the way I am talking about him. I don't know maybe its the book I'm reading now that is making me feel and think this way. who knows. anyway Goodbye Pope John Paul... you will be missed Current Mood: complacent
|Thursday, April 7th, 2005|
|PAPers and such
So, I have a ton of french homework and guess who still has not written her paper on 1001 nights. yes that would be correct. I have not. ACK!!!!! seriously I am asking for it.
but i enjoyed breathing for a while. now it is back to work work work. i got class in a little bit. and then i am off for dracut for dinner. woot. and homework is pouring out of both ears but oh well.. haha
FEVER PITCH IS OUT TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LETS GO RED SOX LETS GO!!! Current Mood: curious
|Wednesday, April 6th, 2005|
|French class, work to do and a possible light at the end of a long tunnel
Tuesday night I am teaching Macbeth for a half hour... it should be fun i got the Dame Judi Dench/Sir Ian McKellen version on DVD and I am thinking about bringing a witch hat back with me to boston. I get my MTEL scores on monday. can i start shaking now? I have a ten page paper due in one week and only three pages of it written. I have a speech this afternoon at 2:30 on Forensic science which means last night when I was working on the paper I got to see a whole bunch of photographs of different blood splatter patterns and dead bodies... lets just say sledgehammers not a good tool... and who THE HELL would kill a baby? there were alot of photos of dead babies. it was really sad. another interesting thing... apparently a ball point pen can severe your spinal cord... but enough about the morbid images that haunted my sleep. What else is going on I have french homework to do and a poeme to write in french. But it will be over soon... 3 more weeks. just three more weeks. I talked to my professor on monday and he really liked the characters I have established in my novel. I think I am going to put aside On the Tip of My Tongue and focus on Star Gazer because at least Star Gazer has more of a plot. I haven't decided when chapter two will take place, Do I want it to be when she is a young girl or a young woman. do I want her mother catazina to be a major character and how can she the woman is dead. will Joe be a main character? all of these questions I need to figure out. not to mention I really want to work on the soundtrack for the book as well... that way I will have something to listen to while i work on it. I am hoping to do alot of writing this summer. oh did i mention my four page paper on 1001 nights? and the paper I have to do for my lit theory. I was going to write that paper on Hot Target and do a psychoanalisist approach to the trauma the characters go through... instead my professor wants me to look at a story from the dubliners and compare it to the romance novels I have read... what does a girl deciding to stay with her father instead of going off to buenos aires have in common with navy seals I ask you. NOTHING!!!!!!!!! it is enough to drive a girl insane. My prof is stifiling my creativity. I just wish I could write. I want everything else to go away so I can work on my novels. but it can't and so i must go on....
sorry about this it wound up being alot more darker than i intended. pms what a mess... that was a really good poem when i wrote it... i wonder where i put it. huh.
oh well i will talk to you all lata and hopefully be alot more happy when i do Current Mood: bitchy
|Monday, April 4th, 2005|
|A cultural statment... and the book perfume
so this guy doesn't give off any oder but he has a really powerful nose and he goes off and kills girls who are just about to become women, to capture their scent and make a perfume from it so that he can be loved. because apparently it is not about your looks, or your actions, its all about your smell. do you stink do you not stink? yea i stayed up all night last night reading this book for my fantasy folklore class... but it IS NOT FANTASY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT is a cultural statement about paris in the 1700's that can continue on to today as a hello just because the guy doesn't have any odor to his skin doesn't mean he can't be loved statement. the guy needed to be hugged as a child. so thats my rant. got a crapload of work. so much so that i can not consieve of it. OH OH OH and um 8 classes left baby!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!
so thats my story for today.
talk to you all lata
Me Current Mood: creative
|Saturday, April 2nd, 2005|
|WHAT DREAMS MAY COME WHEN WE HAVE SHUFFLED OFF THIS MORTAL COIL...
... must give us pause and remembrence.
so this morning i woke up and finnished reading hawkins heart. i have a pounding headache from only getting four hours sleep but thats ok cause the book was phenominal people!!!!!
anyway after finnishing Hawkens Heart I decided I needed a good cry not to mention an uplifting story... so I watched What dreams may come. For those of you who don't remmeber that is the robin williams movie in which his wife commits suicide (after he is already dead) so he goes down to hell to try and bring her back from heaven. yes suprisingly this movie is uplifting. and then i found out it started as a novel.. well you know me kiddies I am off to track down this novel and read it. WOOHOO.
who knows what adventures await me as i check out this fascinating new read.
Talk to you all lata
me Current Mood: calm
|Friday, April 1st, 2005|
Also known as the beast. that is the title of my french poem... what you may ask is it about? well... it is a poetic interpertation of the beauty and the beast fantasy. in rhyme. OYE Vay! wow it has been a long time scince i used that little catch phrase of mine. So, suffolk has realized i am brilliant and is giving me an award of some sort. (and they all rejoiced.... yay...) anyway so good fun there. it is really weird not freaking out about classes for next semester. i feel like i should be freaked out. instead i am just worried about the dreaded mtel scores. fun fun fun. not really... anyway so i now know what i am going to teach on monday.... THE SCOTTISH PLAY..... loads of fun for the entire class... double double toil and trouble fire burn and cauldren bubble. moving on... um lets see award teaching thing. oh tomorrow i do my research for the ten page paper due on wednesday and then it is just the paper due on the eigth..... there are only 9 more classes for my monday wed friday classes. ALLELULIAH. anyway other exciting news. as of midnight last night HAWKENS HEART by suzanne brockmann is back on the shelves... its a rerelease but i have not read it yet so i am stoked!!! I also think I may pick up what dreams may come and maybe a little othello... but i have not officially decided yet. haha!!!
for those of you interested here is suzanne's website so you can check out her latest book rerelease
In other news i gotta lotta work to do so yea i need to get on with it. Me Current Mood: busy
|Wednesday, March 30th, 2005|
|french poems and strange fantasy...
today i have french and i have to have a poem with a rhyme scheme in french for Friday... ACK!!! thankfully she said it is a "Working Draft" I hate when profs want working drafts cause i don't work in drafts thank you very much. ACK. anyway so thats fun and i am teaching again on tuesday... that should be interesting. I have no clue what i want to teach or how i am going to teach and i have a presentation on wednesday and a paper due on that day too. and i have a paper due april 8th and yea i am really busy so i am going to let you all go so i can get back to working like crazy.
fun fun Current Mood: exhausted
|Monday, March 28th, 2005|
so, easter is over. now its just waiting for april fools and patriots day. patriots day being more important cause its a day off. haha. my easter was very good and can be sumed up in two words Bogie and Bacall. my rents the lovely people that they are were kind enough to get me the bogie/bacall set that they were selling at Sams so now i have The Big Sleep, Key Largo, And To Have and Have Not on DVD... this brings my grand total up to 86... the year my bro was born. for those of you not familiar with to have and have not that is the classic movie based on an Ernest Hemmingway novel that features the wonderful line,
"You know how to whistle don't ya Steve, you just put your lips together and blow." YAY!!! good times. Bogie is my fav!!!! How I love him. anyway so ya it was a great time. we had a mini suprise birthday party for my mom.... we surprised her with a cake and it was just hysterical because she started singing happy birthday along with everyone else. She was so clueless!!!! hehe. It was as i said a great time. Now I am back in boston and ready to fall asleep but i gotta lot of work to do.
oh and for you suffolk peoples... we have for mon, wed, thursday classes 11 classes left starting tomorrow... oh boy i am seeing that white light at the end of the tunnel. do you think if i do the hundred meter dash I can get there faster? Hehe
talk to you all lata
Me Current Mood: exhausted
|Friday, March 25th, 2005|
|What I have been up to the last two days
So, Wednesday night i took a swing dance lesson! Woot! It was sooo much fun. There is something about glenn miller and that 1940's sound that is just way to much fun to dance to. I danced with three guys, so I am proud of that and apparently was taught the lindie (Sp?) style first which is a harder style to learn. Then I was taught the east coast style which is the polka with a rock step... thats the only way I can describe it. Easter is here... well almost. YAY! I was going to do the whole silent from noon to 3 thing but i can't cause i am going home and have to call my rents to come pick me up. Its Good Friday Can you believe it? Time flies. Anyway so yesterday an old friend from wow... um the 7th grade came to visit me. so that was a lot of fun. we walked around boston and rented a movie (Muppets from space... really funny check it out.) and yea so that was great fun. Had a really weird dream last night and um went to french class this morning. I am sooo excited to cause today I should be able to go wild and pick up my novel again i just don't quiet know which one i think i am going to pick up... who am i kidding. Well i am bringing home the character spreads I have started for the characters in Star Gazer so I am going to work on that one and I think I want to write chapter 2 of On the Tip Of My Tongue. But we shall see.
and since it is Good Friday I will leave you with this quote
"A man looked up at Jesus and said, 'Lord how much do you love me?' and Jesus looked down upon the man and said 'This much' then he spread his arms out on the cross and died." Current Mood: calm